Like a speck of dust at times, I float as a dimensionless & aimless wanderer. I give myself yet so much importance that in my own I get lost. Self centered at times, then I lose my identity of a dust particle. I, a conscious living dust particle, in this brilliant world that is way beyond my tiny little brain’s grasp, gets baffled & remains lost. So much, I wonder about what would be the right way to live.. They say just live! I still wonder what does that sentence ‘Just Live’ would mean. Stubborn I am. They say, yeah, there is no pain. I hear it often, ‘take a chill’ and it raises a question again; if it doesn’t matter then probably nothing matters. It looks so senseless and someone in me says ‘what crap is Just Live‘.
Unanswered and unquenched that question floats and in the same cycles of joy and sorrow the life goes on. Like a silent onlooker the question is somewhere looking at you and keeps bothering you ‘I am doing it all right? Am I missing on something? Someone is doing it that way, should I follow the suit?’ Then confused mind follows the suit of some and goes on with an unanswered question. The death happens. The question yet remains unanswered.
Why the question but, sometimes I wonder. What if I never ask the question. It only looks meaningless and life without purpose disturbs my mind. It disturbs may be because my brain is programmed this way to believe something else where everything has a purpose! What if I never start the pursuit of purpose? It looks obvious to question about human progression & development and so on. If there is no purpose we will become worthless and then slowly our bodies would extinguish due to absence of human activity as there was no purpose to work or eat. But again, this is what my programmed mind thinks. What if this entire universe is functioning in a different way than I or my programmed mind thinks! May be without feeling the sense of purpose, there could be a life where we would not extinguish, a life of joy where my mind & body would continue to function in passion & bliss, not in a pursuit to attain something but may be just to appreciate the life’s beauty!
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